fuck you 27 oct 2009
not like because i am growing old
but seriously just fuck ok

finally, i had scripted through prelim and crank aint dead. surprising eh? not. anyway after scripting through prelim, i kinda feel that A level is not that hard after all. its not as if i am going to pass with flying colours, and neither will i do extremely well for prelim, but i just feel that if you have spent enough hours and effort studying, and just study, at the end of the day even if you didnt do as well as expected, there is some sense of achievements in the way that you learned more, and of course, you survived through. books didnt pile and pin me down you see.

but anyway i had a great rest for the pass few days, and had took some fresh air. honestly, i was quite tempted to touch those books again, but but but i didnt. i did my hardcore excise with jessie the blackie. for an old lady like me, its seriously hardcore. perhaps you just cant believe it but i was totally breathless. and i had my best ever dinner on friday night as well. i am seriously so sick of all the chicken rice and noodles. i want pizzas, baked rice, spaghetti, cheeessszzzze. great meal! also, obviously now is not a good time to shop and buy clothes which are going to go out of fashion when my pen dies off. so jessie and i went to T3 on sat and if you guys happen to watch the news or what so ever, there is this F1 event over there. free games (not sure what its called, something like daytona, whatever its called, i am just good in anything like that), free photo taking, free cardboard car. was pretty cool other than the fact that the photo is effingly ugly. as usual we hanged out at starbucks to watch gossip girl together! seriously, serena is getting so boring and its good to see Georgina again!! love her! and yea love seeing Blair being trampled by others, no longer the queen but the queen of the losers.

american next top model cycle 13 is the ace! the petite season, so suitable for me. and yea constance is the first runner up for singtel grid girls, liyanna got into new paper new face, so proud of them. i look at them with my glimmery eyes, my heart is burning like a fire. if i am able or i can afford to put everything down, i will not be at the state right now. ah my blogging mood is off, more interested to find out about jb's ex's boat incident.

stupid day

i am supposing to be studying at this time but i will definitely shut my lappy after i finish talking about what i have been holding inside my heart for the entire day. all along, i always find people who blindly chase after those unrealistic idols STUPID and totally got nothing better to do. alright, i am indirectly scolding myself as well right now. but seriously, what's the point of imagining the scene when one day you will meet your idol and how you are going to react and scream your lungs out just to get his/her attention when maybe he will just see you as a joke? nonetheless, its totally impractical to have him being part of you life other than silently being his faithful number one fan. also, there are soo many number one fan in this world.

anyway, i just mavel how successful he can be at his age, and maybe just how cute he look? no its not a maybe, he is seriously super cute. and he is none other than justin bieber. i have to make it clear as well, its not like but his look just caught my eyes on him. a day of crazyness over him is enough, i am getting back to my books.
just in case you happen to get into my room, you might see his name all around. you will not know the reason for sticking his name all around.
i feel that jb looks like somebody but i just couldnt think who that person is and now, i remember! its bird! they have the same mouth shape and hair style. just that jb is much cuter and skinner. opps
and i have to mention about jessie just before i go. she has indirectly requested for an entry about how i walked 3 bus stops in plain darkness just to pass her the awesome present in the middle of the night. ok jessie, i am done, i have mentioned it(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HKonFkGKD0A

no no NO wait!!! jb looks like vanessa!! ya vanessa!!! totally alike, equally cute and skinner. and the way they behave, totally alike!

update and my horrible week

this week has been horrible, i have received back my results, so dead. thats it. i am so reluctant to go to school every morning.
i want to thanks coach for always believing in me, and at least, i am not as pessimistic for now.

last saturday when i went out with jessie, my sandals broke again. this is number #@$%?& times it had broken, but i still refuse to change it. once i am stuck to an item, i will refuse to let it go, just like my pencil case. i hope this is the determination i am getting and i will be able to put on my studies and ambitions and maybe love?



ahhh i saw mr kwek with his wife. i am always seeing him around, when i go hiking, outing or whatever shit. i told pris and bel that i saw mr kwek at paragon's soup place in the midst of a lecture. it just popped into my head so sudden that i kinda shouted it out and i think everyone heard it, cause everyone simply turned at looked at me? like even the second row?

the day before, the news had reported that smrt officers were no longer going to give commuters who were caught eating on train a second chance. i caught this mummy feeding her child on the train, not just one feed but continuous feeds. wow this mummy is really daring, wait till she received a $5oo fine and we will see if that small girl will still be able to sit in comfort and enjoy her afternoon snacks.