contradicts

growing up wasn't what i want, everyone experiences physical and mental changes as time passes. however, if time has stop for me, the innocuous remains the same, the scenery remains the same, everything that is rotating remains the same, then what are the reasons behind that kept us going on, that made us persist, to continue leading a sophisticate/simple life or even straggling to survive.

walking down the streets, you pass by a lot of attractive people. but whats the definition of attractive? did he/she radiates charm and chic? or was it just physically appealing? yea, they are indeed "shining". they were caught in your sight and made you subconsciously tilt your head to take another peep. at the second thought, are they really that attractive in terms of overall, the physical and mental beauty that we really mind.

miss___, i agree that you have succeeded in becoming someone that may make people tilt their heads. although it is not a ultimate change nor is it a good change, you did it. despite of all the things that you have received, whether did it comes naturally or artificially, it is fictitious, it doesn't bring you any good as well. but i choose to believe deep down in the bottom of you, you didn't mean it, you are still the acrobatic girl. at times, you overdo the story, you tell fish stories, i tried not to expose you. i believe it is part of growing that turns you into a character of a fairy tale, and during the end of the story, you will and have to end the story and continue what supposedly has to be part of you. i can let it go.
Mr___, you have fallen for her, yet not taking up all the courage and confident that a guy consists. you were afraid that you will fall hard, you take no moves. how can it then proceed? i have nothing to say in you cause you don't take me words. i shall stop here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS