im ashamed of myself for every foolish things that i could have stop myself from doing and this is with full of regrets. god didnt play with me but just allowing me to realise it myself and practically it has ripened. hopefully, this may not be too late to wake up from the fascinating wonderland. there are plently that i need to sacrifice and the mental game that i had to play that will push me through everything that is obstructing and distracting me. this is tedious but the gain is never within what i know and can expect from. this very bad habit of my has struck on me for years and everytime i tell myself i need to be determined, things tend to last for only a couple of weeks. this time round i hope it will be the very first time i will say i will not give up.
the very first thing i need to give up is basketball, it can never bring me far and bring me any good except for keeping slim. you have to see this but i know you cant see. basketball is the stepping stone to my dreams, but after it lends me its first stone, i have to dump it away like far. this is very mean but what can i do other than that. i have no idea.
seondly, now is just the right time to start and just when everything seems to be going to detach from me.
i cant take it because this society is going crazy and totally out of our thinking when everyone has the brainys and the looks. looks is no longer the key to everything. i need to work hard.
vontay, a As student, currently very screwed up with her environment. i know you have great future. get out of things that arent supposed to be with you.
we will work together ok. if not, i leave you alone there.
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