chains of chemistry

Thursday
Went to town alone to look for bella's present. Lately I would either choose to go out alone or stay at home or do nothing. Sounds rather loner huh? It really bothers me that I am behaving like some frivolous person. Perhaps I am just too sick and tired of jc. Or maybe I am suffering from some terminating illness, which somehow changes my hormones and mood. If its so, I would be quite willing to let it that away my life. Not that I really desire to die, but just a bit tired of studying. This does sounds stupid.
Alright, back to my Thursday trip, I actually wanted to hang around in town till six so it would be just nice for dinner with mum. But I was already at home before the sun had set. I felt nausea, uneasy (ohh uneasy because my stupid phone is spoiled!) and weak. Feel as if I will be pinned on the ground anytime soon. I've never felt so terrible before. Until now I still feel very unwell and weak at all times.
Alright yesterday, pris and I celebrated bel's birthday! She was super elated after receiving her gift, cause it was specially made by me! And I was lousy at hiding the present from her which I think she actually knew what's going. But anyway I accompanied them to watch ice age 3, not very interested though. Eventually throughout the whole show I was trying to make myself entertained, not too bad after all. The worst part of the whole outing was when we spent an hour and forty-five mins queuing for a seat in aston and spent half an hour waiting for the dishes to be served. How great was the waiting! We were all starved to the extent that we don't really feel hungry anymore. Honestly the food was good but it was the waiting that kills my appetite. But anyway I enjoyed my virgin trip with bel haha
Today is a day with jessie. I was very reluctant to step out, cause I have the urge to study and just don't feel like going out to town. Fortunately, I made the right choice because jessie never fails to loosen my shoulders! Like always, we did all the camwhoring, stupid faces, shooting irritating comments on each other, sharing our thought, and laughing at people. (almost wanted to take a photo of this girl who fall right in front of us, super hilarious)
I can't wait for A to finish, have to set down again and put on my guard and give a good fight:)